meoww Posted February 4, 2016 Author Share Posted February 4, 2016 A post on ENA gave me a little inspiration, I feel like the way I've been feeling is the way I feel about going through a break up as a codependent. Instead of a guy, it's like life has broken up with me. Life is like, nope, sorry you're just not cutting it for me anymore. I'm devastated to realize life has been two timing me with all these happy people in much better circumstances who don't even need positive thinking, because reality is like their positive thinking. I'm like the jealous ex stalking their social media. No matter how I try to justify it to myself, Life is just not interested in me. There's nothing I can say or do to change their mind. I soon realize, Life never treated me that well, I was always giving back so much more than I received. I've been clinging onto someone who never cared about me. Abandoned by life, which is worse than being abandoned by a strange parent living in a weird world. Link to comment
meoww Posted February 4, 2016 Author Share Posted February 4, 2016 That's just too dark...that's enough for today. Link to comment
meoww Posted February 24, 2016 Author Share Posted February 24, 2016 Should I just make a new journal? There are things I want to make note of but I kind of feel like they don't belong here. Maybe I should start a journal just for my darkest thoughts Link to comment
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