InkedBrunette Posted March 27, 2014 Share Posted March 27, 2014 I left him... so why do I feel like he tore my heart out 58 years old, Doctor with a revoked license due to showing up to the er drunk, smoking pot with a 24 year old, hanging around 20 somethings... so I left. I thought no contact would be easy... but it's killing me not to reach out to him. Ugg anyone else have this problem?! I want to call him, I'm crying, I want to run back and basically say hey its okay, treat me like again, smoke pot, invite "shes just a friend" into your room and take photos of her ... all while telling me that you love me, you'll never leave me, and im your soul mate God... Im in so much pain im sick to my stomach and I regret leaving him now.. and I dont know why. Logically - this is for the best. Emotionally - Im dying Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mhowe Posted March 27, 2014 Share Posted March 27, 2014 He is a red flag distribution center! Lost his license due to showing up DRUNK AT AN ER!!! Pot smoking @ 50+!!! Other women!!! Just stop and read that again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
InkedBrunette Posted March 27, 2014 Author Share Posted March 27, 2014 Thank You!!!! I'm trying to tell myself that - Logically he is a walking train wreck that should have been spotted a mile away!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gimpyrks Posted March 28, 2014 Share Posted March 28, 2014 Just because you broke up with him doesn't mean you are heartless, its a breakup no matter how you look at it. Give yourself time to heal. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Clio Posted March 28, 2014 Share Posted March 28, 2014 Have you tried professional counselling? It could be that in reality, you are faced with abandonment issues stemming from childhood/ self-esteem issues having more to do with your past than with your present. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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