diamondhead Posted March 22, 2014 Share Posted March 22, 2014 I have talked to therapists before about this. I think my issues stem from a belief that sex is wrong and attraction to girls is wrong. For a long time, I even tried to be attracted to guys. Yes, I know that sounds crazy. But I tried. I thought that things with guys would be easier and that I would be happier than a relationship with a woman. It didn't work out since I am not physically attracted to guys. I thought sex was wrong for a long time. I still masturbated thinking of women but I didn't want to. Now things are not so bad since I am in a foreign country where it is more open. But still when I want to ask out girls, I still have this nagging feeling inside like I am bothering them or something. I don't want to appear as a guy who has an attraction to women, I want to appear as a non sexual being. Anyway I know things sound crazy to you guys. One thing I noticed is that when I know there is a slight chance with a girl, I am really happy. I am happy like never before. I start thinking of positive things and I am happy overall. Then when the chance fades off, I am again thinking the same way as before. Do you think it will fade away if I actually date a woman? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
diamondhead Posted March 22, 2014 Author Share Posted March 22, 2014 Please close the thread. I don't want to continue it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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