Extremely creative energy but lack focus on one thing!

[villagehero]

Hi everyone.

 

GF broke up with me about 4.5 months ago. Together for 9 years. Been doing some soul searching ever since.

 

Since I can remember, I have been sort of a late bloomer. I enjoy many things but don't really know which one to dedicate myself to.

 

I am 27, have a degree, work (part-time) at a good company and have a solid resume.

 

It seems as if I have a hard time staying motivated with one thing. For starters I am a creative. I enjoy drawing, photography, dancing, fashion, and anything creative.

 

But life has been rough financially lately. I have a 3 year old daughter and a lot of school debt to pay back.

 

Right now I am studying for my life/health insurance exam to work with my brother and hopefully start making decent money. It's not my dream but I also don't want to enter my 30's being in debt, broke, and with no financial stability. Creative work is fun but doesn't pay well unless you are doing something very specific and unique and in demand.

 

I really believe this was a piece of why my ex broke up with me. I really wasn't enjoying my job at the time we were together, long hours and I wasn't happy. We were also going through a lot of financial stress on top of being young parents. It also seemed that I was trying to do too much. My goal is to try to become a new, fun, and stress-free guy so that I can attract her once more.

 

My main question is that is anyone else on here a "jack of all trades, master of none..?" and how do you combat this.

I've wanted to be a photographer, broadcast designer, fine artist, fashion designer, video editor, illustrator.....argh!!!!

 

Seriously wish I was a vampire just to master them all.