BandNerd1001 Posted November 11, 2004 Share Posted November 11, 2004 Well what do you think about this? i have this guy friend who is awesome we are so close that we call eachother brother and sister. We love eachother to death, and share stories and all that good stuff. My point is it takes a lot in a relationship for that right? You have to be comfortable as can be along with everything else. Well theres this guy who i met in the summer. It was at Marching Band camp. Well since then we have gotten to be really good friends. he tends to guide through things sometimes. He backs me up, encourages me for the best, he tells me when i did good, and everything like that. He will be the one to goof off with in the stands during football games or pep band during basketball games. He gives me grief sometimes, i nkow when he does b/c he just has this tone, so i will play along and act as if i am sad or upset b/c of something. then he will be like, " aww don't worry i love you, for give me." then he hugs me. He knows that i am joking as well. Well i could just go on and on and on, but my point is that i think i can be ever more comfortable around him than my brother. Theres just something about this guy, i mean i never saw myself maybe liking a guy like him. I have no problem with who his is. He just really smart. A geek so what. He is 2nd in his class... lol. I think that is totally awesome too. There was this one game that we went to though, i think this was our strongest bond. Now we are pretty close. He is a lil uptight when it comes to somethings. like music, all he listen to is Christian. well this song from static-x came on and he covered his ears. iI was like whats wrong, he was like, "devil music" I said, " boi this is nothing, if this sounded like devil music i wouldn't listen. i can understand what they are saying. I have heard worse." But yeah.. then night went on the song played more than once, he started singing it with my friends and me. Lol we were all shocked. then game went into overtime. We all got tired and then i ended up almost falling asleep on his shoulder. He loosened up in many ways that night, and we also bonded. He now talks to me every morning b4 1st period, and he will be with his friends, then when i come in the band room he will come and talk to me. I never seen him act the same way around me as his friends. he acts more idk, but with his friends, just acts like a friend. He acts more than a friend to me maybe im not sure though i cant tell. There was a lot over other things going on that night as well. I'll just say some brief things before this turns into a journal. he has some friends on color guard and they wanted him to come down there with them. he was like "no, i dont want to." So they girl was like fine then be that way, i will marry someone else then. (they are good friends, and you know how good friends are. They do stuff like that. They girl has a boyfriend.) Anyways he was like "fine then im going to marry (said my name)." Then he like hugges me standing be side me. i was ljust like wow. lol But yeah. thats the brief of it. Well i have a poem i wrote. It just sort acame out one day. I was wanting to write poem and i was kinda telling a story and it became a poem. This is the poem: Speak Your Mind-- She is alone, not knowing anything or anyone. She is just another face in the crowd of so many people. She's use to it by now, being alone that is. The fact that no one can see beyond her eyes and into her soul on how she really feels. But, can no one? No. There is this one person. A boy, who she looks at from afar, admiring him as she supposes most people do. She stands out, especially to him. He can tell who she really is and how she really feels. He talks to her, grows fond of her as he helps her and guides her along a long and bumpy road. She sees it in his eyes, but doesn't want to say. For this is the first time she has ever noticed someone actually caring and didn't want it to go away. Time past and she grew fond of him too. She relied on him with everything, and he was there to help her through everything. He knew, deep inside, that he loved her but he just didn't know how to tell her. He couldn't think of the right words to tell someone so precious to him. So he decided to express himself as well as he could. He felt as though since he couldn't find the words, he just simply wouldn't use them. The girl caught on quickly, and did the same. Still to this day they pray for a way to say what they wanted to say. I love you. Torwards then end of the poem in not sure if its ture or not, the same way for him as it does me. Like i said this poem just kinda flew out one day. Do you think he may actually like me, or another brother/sister bond? Any other information could give me could help. Thanks for taking the time to read this. ~Bandnerd1001 Quote Link to comment
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