Feeling very sad

[gal1989]

Hello guys.

 

First off I wanna say thanks for reading this, Im just here for a bit of support and a vent really.

 

Recently near my area there had been a few deaths. A little bit before that my nana and my dog died the same week. A young lad went missing last friday after going to a gig in a park near where I live, many people thought he was just missin and probably around that same area, well they found a body the other day and it was him, he was 21. There has been CCTV footage of him in our town centre way after the gig and miles away from the park, making his way home, soon after this he must have died. I didnt know the lad but i feel so sad about it I joined a facebook group that was a search group for him since the day he went missing so for some reason i feel like i knew him. It must sound daft not even knowing this person but its such a heartbreaking story He had no idea what was going to happen on this cctv footage

 

There was also a young man, the week before this lad, from my area he went to my school and i recognise him from where I live but I also didnt know this lad either, he was murdered on his first night on holiday. Another sad story of such a young person.

 

I feel devastated by these 2 deaths, i dont know why I think because they are my age, and they didnt deserve this, why have they got taken, 2 beautiful innocent people taken like this. No idea it was going happen, pictures of them taken on the nights they died and they had no idea. I cant get my head around death. I feel so sorry for these guys, and all the many many more people death has happened to.

 

I cant stop thinking about the lad that went missing after the gig, he looked like such a fun, happy amazing young lad, went to a gig to see his favorite band, lost his friends and tried making his way home, then a week later he is found dead in a canal, its heartbreaking. The man on holiday, went back early probably beacuse he was tired and his room was being robbed and they killed him. Heartbreaking.

 

My heart goes out to their familes and friends.

 

Can anyone offer me any kind words too, even though i didnt know them, i feel like i do and these have made me feel so so sad recently

 

Emma xxxx

[tattoolover]

I'm sorry to read this It's not easy losing someone you love family, friends or pets. I feel your pain there with you. For the others who died I understand how you feel. I get the same way when I see young people die. Babies, kids, teens, young adults. I think like you and can't believe what happened. It's not fair for this to happen to people who aren't expecting it. I've had a lot of people around me that I knew and didn't know too well just suddenly die due to accident or suicide even murder. It's a horrible thing to see and hear about. Again I'm sorry and hope that you start to feel better soon. Much

[gal1989]

I guess death is a part of life, not just a thing of its own. I believe now in some way that death must be a gift, and life is a punishment and maybe we get taken like this to somewehere better...

 

I just cant get that cctv video out of my head of the lad walking down the road as innocent as anything, carrying his spare pair of shoes he hid to change into after the gig, having no idea anything was going to happen

 

xx