what is wrong with me?

[Tiffany89]

I do not know what is wrong with me I am constantly angry or sad, there are very few days when I am happy and it is like I get extremely happy, then some small thing happens and makes me feel on the verge of committing suicide. Somebody please help!! I can't stand feeling like this and I don't even know why I do most of the time. Should I go to a doctor? Every time I say I am going to the doctors though to try to get help, I always talk myself out of it and say I'm fine. Should I go? I really do not want to do counseling or anything because I don't really feel comfortable talking to others about things. I can't believe I am even asking others what they feel is wrong with me right now, but I don't know what to do, I am almost never happy anymore. It seems like the few times I am happy though leads to a deeper feeling of sadness when it is over.

[Capricorn3]

I do not know what is wrong with me I am constantly angry or sad, there are very few days when I am happy and it is like I get extremely happy, then some small thing happens and makes me feel on the verge of committing suicide.

Should I go to a doctor?

I would say yes, you should see your doctor because when one has extreme mood swings between angry, sad, extremely happy and then suicidal, it usually means there is something wrong (imo). It could be anything from bi-polar disorder to manic depressive - whatever it is, I think it would require medication of some sort. See your doctor.

[HeartGoesOn]

I would follow through and make a doctor's appointment. No one can make a diagnosis over the internet, but it's possible you may be suffering from depression. This is very common, and there is very good treatment available.

 

Take care...

[Tiffany89]

Thank you for your opinion, I think I am going to take your advice.