NC for 3 days

[bcastanieda]

she actually broke up with me about 3 weeks ago, but i email her once a day until last saturday.

I avoided her last email 6/9/12... email is our only communication, she hasnt give me her new number...i told her that i couldnt email her anymore and that i'm not looking for a pen pal and that it also reminds me of my other ex, which our only communication is email and i also told her that i should start emailing my other ex. i think i went too far when i told her about emailing my other ex since its reminding me of her.. she responded saying that its fine that i dont have to email her and definitely she will not email me...

 

Today, 6/12/12, i got a text from her brother that she will be at my house to pick up her stuff and drop my stuff off. I then told him that i still want to work it out with her sister and that i still have the same feeling for her, which i knew he told her what i said. he then texted me to email her because she erased my emails from her, which i did, and she responded to my email with, i was gonna pick up my stuff but i forgot i was going shopping with some of my friends.. which she also said that maybe her brother could just drop off my stuff and pik up her stuff.. i told her that i want her to return it herself because i want a closure to our relationship, a formal one that we're in good terms.. she responded with, what closure was i talking about when i was thinking about my other ex girl, which i responded with, i only said that to make u jealous and i was sorry if i offended her... and i told her that the only ex i always think about everyday and more than anything else is her.

 

the reason why we broke up is because i blew up on her and goin off on her past which i promised before that i would not do again, but i couldnt hold it anymore that i let out my anger. it all started when she didnt respond to my texts for the whole day, which i was pissed because i was ignored and i accused her of shes seeing someone else which it let to something worst when i went off too far on that part. miscommunication and small argument went to a huge argument which she made the decision of breaking up. it was my fault and already apologized for what i did, which she told me that i shouldnt have said what i said bout her past.