Coconut Twin Posted February 21, 2012 Share Posted February 21, 2012 Hi, read my last post and by you'll get the jist of my situation with the break up. Anyway I had sent him a last email today about my stuff being left at my sisters and thanking him for sending my phone charger wire and so on. He said he wasn't great in the letter he sent along with the wire. in my email I told him that we all have greatness in us and that all i need is time to move on and maybe possibly we can start talking again. i stressed "maybe".. Here is his response... Thank you for the email. Your words are kind. I dropped your stuff of at your sisters, there were Sex in the City DVD's in both the DVD players. I put them in the bag along with a plectrum of yours. If I find anything else, I will keep it safe for you and get them to you at some point. Please don't post the keys to my home address, its not safe as obviously the keys are for my address, I will think of a friend, and give you their address when I get it off them in full. Keep the headphones! Thank you for accepting my friendship, it means a lot to me, I think we both need time out, you are right. I feel the whole no contact thing is not healthy as it just makes the sadness all the more deeper for both of us. We are adults, and I really, really appreciate the interactions via email me. Thank you. Great to hear you are moving out, well done. I want to move out too. When you get your place, I can get a friend to drop off the PC and keyboard. The PC is not being used at all, I will get it up and running, and my friend who has the keyboard is no where near as talented as you, it will help you on your journey to fulfill your dreams, even if you want it 6 months down the line, its yours, I understand you may not want it. It's up to you. In the future I would like to talk, or write to you about why the relationship did not work, so we can learn from it. If no good comes from this pain, it is really sad. You deserve much much much happiness, you have every chance, but give yourself a chance. You can and will do it with time, discipline and work, it won't be easy, but it is vital for your happiness. I will put great thought into this and will be happy to share these thoughts with you, only if you are receptive. Also I will support you. I want good to come from this situation, for both of us. I really hope my words don't irritate or upset you, it's only because I do deeply care about you. I don't wish to sound preachy, or like your father, I just care. I am happy you are talking positively. I know this is difficult, soo painful, but I know you have strength and wisdom to guide you. You have soo much greatness in you. On an other note, I know 3 network has limitless broadband for £15 monthly PAYG. You can get your phone unlocked for about £25 in Dalston, this could be the cheaper option for you long term as I know you love to stream. If you have not already got an Orange sim, maybe this could be good for you. Also, I will not be going to see Thích Nhất Hạnh, so you may go and enjoy it worry free, I know how much his teachings mean to you. I will email you tomorrow at some point the address to send the keys to, probably Jobeda's. Other than that I will respect your wishes as I have the utmost respect for your good self and always will. I will give you peace to heal and reflect, and hope one day, not to far away, to hear from you again. My number never changes (and is at the bottom of every email). Shine little star, G x i still feel sad, a little relieved that he didn't blank my thank you email but in a twisted way I needed this email from him as it wants to make me move on more...weird isn't it. Sad email nonetheless and I'm still hurt because the bottom line is, he isn't in love with me anymore and i am like a friend... Link to comment
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