L24 Posted February 21, 2012 Share Posted February 21, 2012 Had another bad time where i feel like dying. I miss what i had. what i was gonna do with my life. uni. instead things took a bad turn when ex dumped me. Still often think of her. Im gay and feel like i wont find a girl who would want me. Guys like me a lot coz of my personailty. I cant explain how bad i feel. But i just want it to get better, feel like i wont ever heal from my ex. or feel happy again just in myself let alone anything else. I just feel like getting pictures of my ex out, cry and just overdose. my whole life just * * * * ed up so much... my aims, my friends dont want to be mine anymore... Is it worth hanging on to the faint hope it will change? Been 7 months... sick of it. Link to comment
catcountry Posted February 21, 2012 Share Posted February 21, 2012 Im gay and feel like i wont find a girl who would want me. Guys like me a lot coz of my personailty.QUOTE] If you are gay why do you worry about finging a girl? Love who you are....be proud of who you are. There is NOTHING wrong with being gay. Link to comment
duke nukem Posted February 21, 2012 Share Posted February 21, 2012 Im gay and feel like i wont find a girl who would want me. Guys like me a lot coz of my personailty.QUOTE] If you are gay why do you worry about finging a girl? Love who you are....be proud of who you are. There is NOTHING wrong with being gay. OP is female, I believe. Correct me if I'm wrong. All people go through self doubt, straight or gay. Now, I don't know how hard it is to find a partner if you are gay or lesbian, but I know that if you just live your life and do what you enjoy you will find happiness and very likely the person you love. I know it's hard to think that way now, but you can do it, you have it in you to pull through these hard times and come out a stronger person. I'm no expert, but we're all here for you. Link to comment
catcountry Posted February 21, 2012 Share Posted February 21, 2012 OOPS...sorry for that...but really the comment is the same. Don't be ashamed of who you are. You will find someone who loves you for you. Yes it is hard but eventually you will find someone who makes you whole. And...I second Duke...we are all here for you. Link to comment
L24 Posted February 21, 2012 Author Share Posted February 21, 2012 Keep reflecting on past relationship. miss her terribly. lost a lot of things around the same time... tonight is very bad. even got the tablets on standby... feel like ill never get over this or love again... just dino if i can keeep going on.. waiting and hoping ill suddenly feel good again... feels like i wont ever get back to the way i was, the break up screwed me up bad... Link to comment
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