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Thought about dying today...


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Had another bad time where i feel like dying.


I miss what i had. what i was gonna do with my life. uni. instead things took a bad turn when ex dumped me. Still often think of her.

Im gay and feel like i wont find a girl who would want me. Guys like me a lot coz of my personailty.


I cant explain how bad i feel. But i just want it to get better, feel like i wont ever heal from my ex. or feel happy again just in myself let alone anything else.


I just feel like getting pictures of my ex out, cry and just overdose. my whole life just * * * * ed up so much... my aims, my friends dont want to be mine anymore...


Is it worth hanging on to the faint hope it will change?

Been 7 months... sick of it.

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Im gay and feel like i wont find a girl who would want me. Guys like me a lot coz of my personailty.QUOTE]


If you are gay why do you worry about finging a girl? Love who you are....be proud of who you are. There is NOTHING wrong with being gay.


OP is female, I believe. Correct me if I'm wrong.


All people go through self doubt, straight or gay. Now, I don't know how hard it is to find a partner if you are gay or lesbian, but I know that if you just live your life and do what you enjoy you will find happiness and very likely the person you love. I know it's hard to think that way now, but you can do it, you have it in you to pull through these hard times and come out a stronger person. I'm no expert, but we're all here for you.

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Keep reflecting on past relationship. miss her terribly. lost a lot of things around the same time... tonight is very bad. even got the tablets on standby... feel like ill never get over this or love again... just dino if i can keeep going on.. waiting and hoping ill suddenly feel good again... feels like i wont ever get back to the way i was, the break up screwed me up bad...

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