Fighter07 Posted February 20, 2012 Share Posted February 20, 2012 My ex broke up with me about 2 and a half months ago to be with someone else. She was pretty young and he broke my heart and I loved him very much. He was my first love and I was in my early twenties when we started dating. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I felt that he was my soul mate. I know some do not believe in this and that is ok. I was pathetic and I begged him to not break us apart. I wanted him to realize that he was giving up a 5 year relationship with a girl that would never cheat on him and has been good to him the whole time we were together. After I started the NC he realized I would no longer bug him and ask him to be with me. The girl that is currently his ex now turned out to be someone he did not want to be with. I find it amazing that it only took 2 and a half months for him to realize what he had lost. he gave everything up with me to be with this girl. 2 weeks after his break up with his current ex he sends me a message on facebook. Saying he missed me. Just reading those words I broke down. I was having more and more good days. meeting new friends. He could tell that my life was getting better by viewing my facebook. We have been talking lately not about getting back together exactly but just being friends. I don't think I can just be friends though. I was ready for a family with him. We have talked about maybe starting over. He has promised a bunch of things that he promised before. I am trying to keep my guard up because I can not go through what I have gone through since he left. At times I want to work things out with him because I still love him. He is my best friend. He has never given me a reason to doubt his loyalty until now. He has always been a good person to me until the end of last year when he turned into this man I did not know. I just want to know if anyone has experienced something similar and knows if starting over really works. He has apologized a thousand times. I want that to be enough but I don't know if it is. I don't know if I will regret starting over. My family would kill me if they knew I was talking to him because of what he put me through. I just don't know.... Link to comment
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