johny77 Posted February 15, 2012 Share Posted February 15, 2012 Before i start i would i know all of it may sound trivial and silly but i cant help the way i feel. I have known this girl for almost 6 years now but only started going out with her in the last 6 months. I know there is love there but for some reason i am feeling very insecure. The other night i noticed there she the movies she downloads. They seem to be all rated R but by this i dont mean actual porn movies but movies such as Poison Ivy, two moon junction, wild orchid etc. I kow they arent porn movies but it does worry me a little that they seem to be the racy type with sex scenes etc. The other day she was at home sick and i asked her just in general conversation what she had bee doing. She said not much. When i went over i noticed her laptop was on her bed and for some reason i got a strange feeling. Anyway she said she had tried to download poison ivy 2. I really dont know why its getting to me i really dont as it must sound very silly an petty to others but i really cant help it. I now find myself worrying about whether she watches porn and i guess with that the underlying thoughts that maybe she might be a little too much for me and i wont be able to keep her happy. Some thoughts would be nice and for the record feeling insecure like this really sucks and gets me down big time. I wish i could speak to someone about i but its embarassing and i really dont want to speak to friends about her in that way. Link to comment
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