rebellefleur Posted February 14, 2012 Share Posted February 14, 2012 I feel so absolutely broken and hopeless. I really can't deal with feeling like this anymore. I try so hard to keep my mind off things, to do things for myself, but none of it works- and i swear every time i hear the phrase "time heals all" i want to punch someone in the face! Time is doing absolutely nothing for me! I feel so upset, i'm so depressed, i just want to sleep all of the time, and i miss him SO MUCH it's unbearable. I hate living a life like this! It doesn't even feel like i'm living! I feel like i have to pull through each day just to make it through. I'm 23 years old, i shouldn't be feeling like this! I feel like i'm alive, but not really living- if that makes sense. I'm just so broken, i really am. I'm so fed up with crying and hoping and going through this. And on top of it, this NC is awful. And the thing that gets to me the most is, i could miss someone so much and essentially mean nothing to them, and they can carry on their lives like normal. I just can't stand feeling like this, i feel like i'm stuck being someone i don't want to be and living a life i don't want to live, but i can't get out of it because it's what i feel and it hurts! Link to comment
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