citylove Posted February 14, 2012 Share Posted February 14, 2012 It's been six months since I was dumped by my boyfriend of three years. If you want to read the whole story, click on my username and find some of my other forum posts-- it's been a pretty up and down road, with more downs than ups. Anyway, we hadn't spoken since December. I've been feeling horribly depressed again for the past few days because I heard that he is "moving on" and apparently there are other girl(s) involved... I don't know details, but it's still so hard to stomach when I am still missing him and loving him. Anyway, he decides to text me this morning. Here's what he said: "Hey. For what it's worth, i hope you have a nice day today. I know it's hard but don't use it as an excuse to feel bad about yourself. I'm sorry about all the negativity between us lately. I've been acting like a total a**. I want you to be happy. And to let you know that we don't have to be complete strangers anymore." I couldn't resist responding. I basically told him that I appreciate his sentiment, but he has no idea just how much pain I've been in and what this has been like for me. He told me that it's not easy being on the other end either, but that he promised he would be kind to me from here on out. I mean, it's nice to hear that, but it still doesn't bring him back to me. He also said that he would like to meet up with me and talk. I think it's a good idea, despite what others might advise... there are so many complications and confusions and painful questions that I would like to have answered. But now I'm just feeling terrible. It was like he was right there in my hands-- his name showed up on my phone, which I never thought would happen again. He still cares about me... but not in the way I'd like him to. I miss him. Thanks for letting me vent. I hope all of you are finding ways to be peaceful on this silly holiday. Link to comment
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