MissieP Posted February 9, 2012 Share Posted February 9, 2012 Okay i know I talk alot and I am sure people are getting tired of hearing from me and I am sorry I just hit another snag and I am a little sad. My ex and I and had one thing in common card games and when we first met I said I play blackjack and poker online and he said really where??? I said POGO where do you play? He said get out of here! I play there too! We would play for hrs and even after we broke up we didn't play for awhile because I was upset with him for cheating on me but he said he was sorry never meant to hurt me blah,blah,blah and we went right back to playing again. I hadn't seen him online for a really long time and I thought maybe he stopped playing but stupid me happened to check his GF facebook and she said I am enjoying beating my BF in poker and blackjack on Pogo. I am long forgotten I know it's just a card game but it was our game and now she is involved and I am long gone and I've lost him forever 2 weekends ago we went for a wine tasting event and we had a grand time and since that happened it is like he vanished out of my life for good and even a friendly card game is out of the question. I know I should be happy after he treated me the way he did but I still enjoyed a friendly game of cards because that was our game and now I've lost him forever and one day we are sipping wine the next we are total strangers. I have been in no contact for almost 2 weeks now and this time it really hurts because I thought we at least had that card game but even that is off limits now apparently I am trying to get better and I know people on here are probably thinking sheesh Missie shut up already but this was my last memory of him and it is gone and I am sad. Link to comment
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