1TAKENi Posted February 8, 2012 Share Posted February 8, 2012 I usually write on here because I think there is hope, BUT I feel like that's gone. My ex and I have been broken up for about 4 months now. I have been wishing we could be back together but he doesnt want to get back with me because he wants his own "SPACE" and wants to figure what he wants to do with his life. Plus it was bad timing and the relationship wasnt good because we both had no jobs and were living at his mom's house, which I think destroyed the relationship. I still have hope for him and know he loves me. He drove four hours to and from to come see me last week. I think he cares a bit? But now he wont call me or write me. And I get so down because Im dwelling on the past and that's all I ever think about. Its been harder than ever now. Im addicited to calling and writing to him, which I know I should stop because its unattractive, but Im lost and I dont know what else to do to prove to him. I REALLY want him back I DONT want to let him go. I wish I wouldve never treated him bad when I had the chance to make it right. I will never forgive myself for that because I love him alot. I'm so lost. I feel like Im loosing my mind everyday that passes now. Someone please help me with a sense of direction. Link to comment
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