davidharvey Posted October 30, 2011 Share Posted October 30, 2011 Ive been with my girlfriend for a long time and recently she really hurt me very deeply emotionally, i wont bore you with how she hurt me,i love her so dearly but she has put me in such a deep emotional despair, she acknowleges what she did to hurt me was wrong and begged me to forgive her and let her back into my life and i did, because she used to make me feel like i could fly , like i was untouchable to the outside world and made me feel like i could achieve anything i wanted in life, id look at her and be tearful with pride and happiness because our relationship felt stronger than any id ever known. and i wanted that back, i wanted those feelings back in my life as a direct result of being blinded by my love for her, what she did came as quite a shock to my system and made me (an extremely emotional guy who tears up to films and books) feel emotionally numb towards everyone i cant feel any sympathy or compassion for any of my fellow men or women, i cant feel anger or sadness, which i dont mind but i cant feel love for anyone or happiness, my heart is broken by "what happened" and even tho its been over seven months the pain of it all and the shock and all the emotional trauma it had on me is yet to be released. meanwhile i cant feel attached emotionally to anyone, i cant bring myself to cry or bring myself to even face up to what she did, And she realizes it affected it me badly but she doesent seem to comprehend how badly ive been hurt, everyday i am reminded of the fact that my heart is shattered and i know im still in love with the girl that shattered it. but it doesent feel the same anymore. i cant feel the love anymore and i think the only way to repair my broken heart is to either leave her how ever painful that may be and try to forget about how amazing she used to make me feel and accept that the relationship we had will never be the same again. Or in a last desperate scramble for hope i try to make her realize how badly hurt i really am and for her to truly feel my agonizeing pain and longing for it to be as it was before. And that she truly realizes the pain im in emotionally. so my question to you is how do i make her realize ? will it change anything for me ? or should i let go and begin to try and change my life and move past her ? please respond and help me cope Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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