feel like i've been hit by a truck!!!

[loulou37]

Hello my friends,

 

Felt the need to post today...Can't believe how yesterday i felt so good, thought i was over it, then today i wake up in a panic feeling like I've got to contact my ex, got to see him and try and make him see sense!! What a i am the only person that could come to that realization is him, i can't make him want "us"

 

I hate this roller-coaster of emotions....fighting the urges...I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted, i have been through 2 breakups in a 1 1/2 years, so i kNow the drill but I'm so weak...god knows how i got through the last, just don't think i can do it this time...

 

ENAers, i need your support and kind works right now please.

 

 

thanks...loulou x

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[214girl]

I know exactly what you are going through. It is so frustrating when one day we might feel stronger, then the next day we don't even want to get out of bed. It is so hard.

 

Hugs to you.

[loulou37]

I know exactly what you are going through. It is so frustrating when one day we might feel stronger, then the next day we don't even want to get out of bed. It is so hard.

 

Hugs to you.

 

Thank you 214girl....{{{{{hugs to you too}}}}}

 

Hope today day is one of those better days for you.

 

loulou x

[hodgeheg]

you can do it loulou, and you will!

 

I had one of these days yesterday and so I talked to someone, my mum actually, who just listened and comforted but didn't give me any false hope. Do you have a person who you can talk to who will just tell it to you straight? I hope you do, because it really helps. And if you don't then I hope that people here will treat you with the right dose of realism and gentleness.

[NatNat]

I can relate so much to you!! Im kinda going through the same thing but worse....Ill post soon. But if u have someone you can trust and talk to whenever you need. I PROMISE YOU...it will make things easy for you. Maybe even think about getting a counsler....im gonna check into that

[loulou37]

I can relate so much to you!! Im kinda going through the same thing but worse....Ill post soon. But if u have someone you can trust and talk to whenever you need. I PROMISE YOU...it will make things easy for you. Maybe even think about getting a counsler....im gonna check into that

 

i have lots of people to talk to but their sick of hearing the same old crap..i seen a counselor twice but she gives me no coping strategies and that's what i need, i just sit, talk, cry then leave 30 pound down, it's just a waste of time.

 

Thanks for your replies all

 

loulou x

[heartache1]

I'm going through the same thing as you! One strong day, two bad is the pattern....due to being busy this weekend, I've had two strong days....so I'm absolutely dreading what be on it's way now....a week of bad!?!?!

 

I really hate my body and mind being so fickle! Why can't it just decide to be strong and stick to it! It's not even like it's my mind making me weak or strong....I just wake up that way and then it sticks all day!