quirky Posted October 18, 2011 Share Posted October 18, 2011 They told me at work yesterday, they don't have the full information yet. I called the police and again they only give information to next of kin and family. I had called him and texted him lately and got no reply. But I just thought he was busy or away.. I feel all sorts of feelings but mostly numb and empty. As many of you know I live abroad and this friend was from my home country. I had 3 close friends here and he was one of them. My other close friend is moving to France in January. And my relationship with my bf has been falling apart the last 2 months. Does anything ever last, does anyone ever stay? I mean I am strong but also sensitive and life is so crazy, it'd be nice to have some comfort. I took today off work, I slept 5 hours. Life is so strange, I see no point to it. Everything ends. My friend was 32. It is very important for me to know what happened, all I know is that he called in sick at work 10 days ago. I still can't believe it.. I have never dealt with the death of someone I am really close to. Link to comment
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