bungalo Posted October 17, 2011 Share Posted October 17, 2011 I think the thread title says it all. I'm bummed and anxious this week as its my ex's birthday in several days. We broke up 16 months ago..5 years together..she was the love of my life. I feel like sending her a birthday card just saying I was thinking of her, wishing her happiness and joy. I don't expect a response..but then again it would be nice. We haven't spoken since April. I really have no hope. I feel like zero response from her might be the last nail in the coffin of hope for me. I often think that if I could just fall in love with someone new, I could put her in the past for good. I have dated 4 women since we split, and haven't felt anything even close to how I felt about her. I expect to get blasted for this post, but this is where I'm at right now. Thoughts? Link to comment
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