chelsea1234 Posted October 13, 2011 Share Posted October 13, 2011 I am dating a guy that I have been with for almost two years now. I am in college. I had a boyfriend in high school that I dated for near four years. He was obviously my first love, blah blah. I feel like in all the relationships after this guy, I always gravitated back toward him. I know that's normal since he was my first love and all. But, I am with my guy now, first serious and adult relationship that I have had in my life, and although we have had our share of troubles, I am very happy with my current boyfriend. So why is it that at random times, happens no matter the status of my relationship with my current boyfriend (fighting or not) i start to think about the guy that I dated during high school. We still talk from time to time, maybe once a month if that. I always feel really guilty thinking about my ex, because it feels like I am emotionally cheating on him. I know my ex still loves me, he doesn't keep that a secret, although he has moved on as a whole, he periodically lets me know that we are going to end up together one day. I absolutely love my boyfriend but I cannot stop these feelings from flooding my head sometimes and it really kills me. All it makes me want to do is march to my ex's house and be with him. My current boyfriend is probably a little more financially stable than my ex, and my ex lives three hours away from me. My ex is moving into the same city that I live in this coming summer and I feel like that will only make things harder for me. I want to state once again how in love I am with my boyfriend, I just need to know why I am having these feelings. The thought of leaving my current boyfriend makes me sick, but these feelings make me so uneasy and make me feel like I am hiding something. Feedback is much appreciated. Link to comment
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