loathsome Posted October 12, 2011 Share Posted October 12, 2011 Recently, I been dealing with insomnia. So, it has giving me alot of time in my hands to resreach different random things: aslym, mental illness ect. I would stay up all night reading up on these things. Slowly began delovping a few symptoms of my own... I talked with my counsler about these things. Drawing a line between normal and abnormal mainly things such as thoughts of suicide and murder. At home, were my occsional temper flaring about staring. I just been a paranoid person when it comes to staring makes me scared and angry. Wondering whats going through their heads. Thats what created my homicidal ideations in the fist place. Depression, was the main feeling I felt. I would just cry for no apparent reason. I began losing intrest and sleeping through the day just to advoid my happy family.... My research have been going on for about 2 in half months. My counsler says I should look up solutions insteads of problems or just stop clearly I'm dianosing myself with something new. But, I honestly find it addicting...and she was right Link to comment
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