stillsadtoday Posted October 8, 2011 Share Posted October 8, 2011 Over 3 years ago I lost my boyfriend, John to postrate cancer.I visited him everyday in the hospital. He went through surgery because of a tumor on his spine, he then had radiation and cemo treatments. I brought him home on weekends then back for therpy. Then the cancer went through his body and he never walked again. I still cry everyday. If I didn't have my cat I think I would have lost it because I live alone. It helps to be with friends but when you come home your alone. I thought that I could date but when I did I couldn't have a real reltionship.John and I lived together for 12 years. Sometimes I feel I need professional help but I can't get myself there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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