DaniArizona Posted October 7, 2011 Share Posted October 7, 2011 I'm sorry I know I keep posting....I just have a lot going through my head....I'm not sure if anyone on here can relate....boy meets girl ten years younger while in her town on vacation, boy turns out to be married but lied about it, boy makes girl fall in love with him, boy moved back down to girl's town after leaving wife and kids, girl finds out boy is is married but is too in love and tries to ignore fact. I found out he lied to me about his married status (he told me he was legally separated....they weren't even talking about a separation....they were still in every context of the word: MARRIED) immediately after he had literally left his wife and kids in a whole nother state to come live with me. But by than I was sooo much in love....These past few days I've been a complete emotional wreck, but today I've actually been trying to take sometime to do a bit of soul searching and I realized what an egomaniac I've been....I figured that if he left his wife of 16 years, the mother of his three beautiful children, than I MUST be special and amazing, right? There is something about me that he could not resist because in his eyes I was perfect.... Gah! How could I have been so stupid? Yes, I know he cared for me and I know he loved me to some point, otherwise we would not have been together for a year...but as far as being special? WHY did I not think this whole time, "he left his wife of 16 years for me, what would keep him from leaving his girlfriend of a year for someone else?" In his defense though, that someone else were his kids.... Anyway...point of story....at this point I'm not sure if I'm more depressed over missing him...or if it's because my ego has been shattered in a million pieces? Link to comment
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