WhenWillILove Posted October 6, 2011 Share Posted October 6, 2011 It's been a month since I haven't physically been with him. I mean, I really miss him. We Skype almost daily but sometimes, Skyping makes me feel even sadder. Lately, I've noticed feeling jealous of couples that hold hands and kiss...on the street, obviously. I dream about him quite often. The dreams are usually centered around the idea that he's so close within my (physical) reach, then I wake up and.....I'm a continent away. Then, at my new school, there's this guy that is somewhat similar in physical features to my boyfriend. He's very good looking and a few girls talk to him. One girl, in particular, really takes her time in talking to him, i.e. walking to class together, entering his dorm room, exchanging numbers, sitting close to him in class, etc. I mean, these are definitely signs that she's hitting on him big time. I could be wrong.... I really don't know why I get jealous so easily of others' affections for each other. My boyfriend showers me with attention, but now, that he's not here, I feel all alone but I don't imagine myself with another guy. I really want him. At times, I feel unattractive but mostly due to the fact that there are SO many pretty girls at this new school; literally, models walking around. At times, I feel like, well, if I see a good looking guy (i.e., Brad Pitt type), there's no way he'll like me because I'm not attractive for him. I'm feeling so bummed, honestly. And yet, there's this one guy that keeps hitting on me quite often and he is very attractive. My emotions are all over the place. Any of you go through this? Link to comment
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