lykarose Posted September 30, 2011 Share Posted September 30, 2011 Have you ever wish that life is just like a computer, we can reset it if we encounter problems or shut it down and unplug once we get tired.... Early this year, I lost the person that I thought I am going to spend the rest of my life with.. The only person I want to grow old with.. I had to welcome year 2011 with pain and tears in my eyes. New year should mean a new beginning.. but it felt like it was the ending... and what hurts the most is that you already know that you lost the battle though you haven't started fighting yet.. I didn't know how it happened, but I survived. I was able to picked up the pieces and act normal in front of the people surrounding me.. Though deep inside me, im dying... and I know that there's still a missing piece that I am not sure where to find.. Then, I get tired of pretending.. I felt the need of something new so that I can start a fresh new beginning.. A new place, new work, new friends... This is all I need to moved on.... So I decided to move in a new country.. But it seems that life's really unkind to me... Work couldn't be found when I believe that I can do it. He's not giving me a chance to start a new life.. Now I am stucked and don't know where to go.. I really don't know now what to do... How I wish that I my life is just like a computer... Link to comment
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