Chansung Posted September 23, 2011 Share Posted September 23, 2011 I'm always alone, my parents are divorced and my mother doesn't come home from work until I'm asleep. I've talked to my teachers, social worker, guidance counselor and my mother. It seems like no one cares. Whenever I try to make friends it always seems like once class is done or when it comes to group activities they leave me out on purpose. I don't know if it's my generation but it seems I have nothing in common with anyone I meet. The kids I meet are always either into drugs/alcohol/fights or into getting "1337 no scopes" (whatever that is). Then there's these 11th/12th graders who make fun of me because I'm Asian and my passion for singing. I guess I could factor in that ever since I've gotten gangbanged and sent to the hospital I've become socially awkward. I'm always alone in my passion for singing and breakdancing, I never use to be like this until I moved. I want to move but I can't because of my horrible attendance. And yes I'm skipping school because every time I go to school I feel much worse then the previous time. I'm just contemplating about killing myself right now since it seems like nobody cares about me and killing myself won't really affect everyone around me. What's the point in living when I can end my suffering right now... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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