Marsgirl Posted September 17, 2011 Share Posted September 17, 2011 I have known him since we were in university together, 16 years ago, he was very shy though I knew he loves me. All his moves, looks and attitude said that he was in love with me, I loved him as well but as I was not sure at all of his feelings at that time, he never spoke or expressed them to me and due to the stupid society restrictions and limitations we were living in, I could not express my feelings to him. I got married to another man and my silent lover decided to leave the country to go abroad for study and work. I realised after few months of my marriage that I have done a mistake and I could not forget my love and could not love my husband as I was told that love will come after marriage. Life continued and I got a daughter she is now 14. I heard my silent love got married to a lady from a foreign country and got 2 little children. I always kept following his news through out the years from distance and I knew he followed my news from my brother in law as he is his friend. The accident wanted us to meet on a social network (after 16 years); we were so happy to meet and chatted long hours for days. He has changes, not anymore shy or may be less shy.... he told me that he is still in love with me and he never stopped loving me. I told him the same because this is the truth, I never stopped loving him! It is now complicated as we both married and committed to other persons. I am happy to free myself of any commitment to be with him forever as I waited for this more than 16 years, I hinted this to him, however he always try to be diplomatic and keeps the doors open but with some uncertainty! I do understand his fears!! I don't know what to do, I feel I am losing my mind, really want to be with him forever but I know it is not easy in our situation. Do you think we should just decide to be together and free ourselves or other commitments or forget our love that continued more than 16 years?? PLEASE HELP ME I AM LOSING MY MIND!!!!!! Link to comment
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