angryCRAZAY Posted September 16, 2011 Share Posted September 16, 2011 I'm going to come accross like the WORST person alive, but I really am a good person. basically, GF cheated on me, DUMPED me and left me for some fool at her work. I've actually dealt with the entire situation very well - I wished her all the best and kindly told her to never contact me again even though for some twisted reason she was trying all she could to hold onto our friendship. I was angry at one point, but I didn't go over the top, I just exited the situation. I gritted my teeth, wrote her a nice email saying how amazing she was and said goodbye. I am a good man. I took care of her, I'm not abusive, controlling or nasty. All I did was be good to her. She's contacted me since and said some nasty things, although, I can't imagine why. I'm REALLY not exaggerating, I haven't wronged her in any way and haven't said anything mean, even when I was angry - just said YOU BETRAYED ME I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! Anyway, throughout all the hurt, I've been dealing with it all quite well, I think. BUT I JUST HAD THE MOST HORRIBLE DREAM ABOUT HER AND THIS OTHER IDIOTTTTTTTTTT! need to vent my frustrations and FANTASIZE about getting them both! I haven't felt this ANGRY about it, this dream has just screwed with me. She's a modest, traditional Muslim girl at university. I have a video of her pleasuring me dressed as a schoolgirl and could release it on the internet under her full name and spread it around her university MUHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! I'm NOT going to do it, no way am I going to lower myself, I'm not that person. Just fantasizing about how I could really get her. Annnnnnd I also COULD go and smash this idiot at her work to pieces, but again, I'm not going to. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..... K, I'm officially a psycho lol but this entire fantasy-revenge business is rather therapeutic after that dream! Promise I'm not going to do anything, it would only be a reflection of myself and I don't want to be a hateful person. Just venting. Feel free to tell me how much of an idiot i'm being, thanks. Link to comment
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