He left me and hates me but did he give me a signal that there is a small chance

[kbroken]

Okay so he left me last night and he is unforgivably mad and angry at me, he hates me. I didnt do anything wrong against him.. he left because of something that happened in my past but i'll not say what. It makes him sick to his stomach. And i guess i cant blame him i would be pretty sick if it was the other way around but i wouldnt have left it, its not really that bad. He told me he never wants to see me again, the break up went horrible and he was cruel about it.. i was so upset i walked 2 hours to his house at 2:30am (not to argue or make him come to the door, but to post 2 portraits i drew earlier and he never seen them with a letter to tell him how i feel since he wont listen to me) once i got home i went on fb so find him blocking me but he could still see my profile so in spite i added 3 males and i posted on my wall how i felt to to make him feel just a tiny bit of what i felt. i know i shouldnt have done it because it back fired. he texted me this morning that ive lost any chance that i had of getting back together with him. I cant stay in the house tonight cause my head is full of things so i need to get out so my cousin said that we will go to town on fb. and he saw that and told me if i go out then i deffos dont have a chance and he told me to ring him. so i did and told him i wouldnt go, but he started shouting at me saying that there is lads bothering him of facebook about how he treated me but i dont know any lads and i dont have any on my facebook either but he wont tell me who they are so i dont know if he is making that bit up or not. then he started saying that he may aswell go out and just become a male slag and said i might just see him with someone else.. i know he is really hurt but he isnt cruel like that i know it. he is the sweetest and careing person ever and he always looked after me, always checking to see if i was hungry or if i just wanted to cuddle up with him. I would give my life to be with him.

 

so because of this call i am confused.. is there still a chance for me if i dont go out.. or will he just turn cruel against me? i know he cares for me still becuase he told me and he said he is gonna miss me so much.

[Seraphim]

Why do you want another chance with someone who is acting like they are 2 and a half?

[kbroken]

Because he is my life (liturally) we done everything together. its the kind of relationship thats in fairytales (walks on the beach, playing in the sea, walks and getting caught in the rain and coming home to a candle lit bath and so on) He's the best thing thats ever happened to me and im not willing to give up that amazing future that we planned with out a fight. Yer he acts 2 years old when hes angry and upset i know that but any other time he is the perfect bf.

[Seraphim]

If it is a perfect relationship though how can he act like this about something that happened long time ago? Unless you committed murder I am not seeing what he has to get in such a rage about.

[kbroken]

Well he's a bit insecure and has only been with one person before me and was with him for 2 years and she cheated on him so i guess he is scared

[Seraphim]

Ok, but his rage is absolutely inordinate to the situation. You are not this other person. I would not get involved with someone with this amount of rage. He really needs to deal with his own issues at this point.

[kbroken]

So i give him space?

[Seraphim]

Yes, lots of it. He sounds like he has a problem with anger. If that is how he acts when something is difficult I would be worried. It is easy to act well when things are going his way, but to act completely loco when it is difficult is a problem. The test of good character is how you act when times are difficult.