dancingfeet Posted September 14, 2011 Share Posted September 14, 2011 I really do, i've started writing a diary which at 36 i've never done. I'm starting to learn Spanish and the drums. I love music and i'm trying to stay positive. The thing i'm hoping with the diary is to change my behaviour or find out what it is that keeps me repeating making bad choices. For example Last night i had a light-bulb moment regarding the people i choose in my life, i always get too close to one person only, i have other friends, but this 'one' friend is the same type of person i always get close too and they become my life. I've had three of them in the last ten years and they may as well be all the same person. They are all addicted, weak, manipulative, charming and sociopathic and they've all ended badly. I want to change that. I want to change that part of me that is naive and gullible and open and vulnerable so it stops. So do you think a diary is a good thing, any other tips or advice? I know i'm far too open and honest, but its hard to hide something that has been a part my being for soo long. If you have any tips or can share your experiences regarding changing your life, would be greatly appreciated, maybe we can help eachother? : )))) Link to comment
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