Jetta Posted September 13, 2011 Share Posted September 13, 2011 I'm a total planner type, and really few of my plans ever turn out how I intended them but I still find myself making plans for the future. I plan to remarry, so I found my wedding dress for example (haven't bought it though I would if I had the money because it's perfect). Found my ideal house, great neighborhood, descent price, needs some improvements to be perfect but it's so great even my mom liked it. Currently though live is in limbo. I'm waiting, applying to numerous jobs, and really hoping for a job offer but that's up to the world not me and that is what sucks. If I had money I'd start my own business then I could decide who to hire and rule my own world. Alas that's not the case at this time. I'm stuck at someone elses mercy waiting for everything I want in life to happen. I'd jump off this roller coaster ride but I've done enough in my life and if there is a God I don't want to anger him even more than he likely already is at me. Because I've been stuck in limbo for years, and I returned to college hoping it would push this wave away but it hasn't seemed to help. Except it gave me something to work towards for a while, not smart enough for grad school or I'd be applying now that the work thing hasn't been working out. Honestly what can I do to get life moving in a forward motion so I can fulfill some of these plans I seem so interested in making? My GPA is 2.681 so that's why I say grad school is out, and I'd go back for a 2nd degree but I hear you can't get financial aid for a 2nd degree and I'd need financial aid. I'm getting too old for this game and I need a break. Any ideas? Link to comment
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