notquitepsycho Posted September 1, 2011 Share Posted September 1, 2011 This really isn't as much about him right now as it is about me. I think it boils down to that I can't give him a clean slate right now. I don't want to be evaluating his attempts to show me things are different now by a scale that isn't fair because of my own hurt. If we ever do try again I want to be able to just enjoy the sweet things and not have the fear in the back of my mind that this is just going to be a rinse-repeat, you know? Nor should it be about him jumping through hoops to win me back. I'm leaving to go out of state today so hopefully there will be many other things to keep my mind occupied, because this week kinda messed my head up. I hadn't thought about him this much in months (it's 4 months post breakup). Any words of wisdom for me to keep in mind while I'm out of town if I start thinking too darn much? Link to comment
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