horses Posted September 1, 2011 Share Posted September 1, 2011 I'll try and keep this as simple as possible: A couple of months ago I moved into a new house with my girlfriend. Two weeks in, she decides she'd had enough of me and breaks up. I really hit rock bottom and decided it was time to sort out my mental state. Since then, I've been seeing psychiatrists and psychotherapists and having a goal of making myself the person I want to be. At the same time me and my girlfriend have been trying again - it's not official, no sex, it's rocky, the outlook is bleak, but we're trying. As a back up I have arranged to move out into my friend's place in a month or so. Unless me and the girlfriend really get things going I'll be moving out. Meanwhile, about three weeks ago a new girl joined my work. She is beautiful and smart and friendly, blah blah blah you can see where this is going. She has started seeing a guy here but it's fairly obvious to everyone that she's interested in me. Last weekend we kissed. The only reason we didn't do more is because I would feel so guilty if things work out with my ex. I already feel guilty, I know I'd be horrified if she'd done something similar. The ex is already horrendously jealous and last week responded to seeing me talking to this girl by flirting with everyone in a club (to the point where she says she feels guilty - what does that even mean?) to the point where one guy texts her saying things like "so why haven't we slept together yet?" So while my relationship and home is completely unstable, I'm doing a new job for my company in a new building. Lots of my friends have just left. Everything is transient it seems and I don't know when it will stop. I feel like I have to totally devote myself to patching things up with my ex, or commit to ending it and moving on. Right now I'm in limbo What the hell do I do? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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