w3536 Posted August 29, 2011 Share Posted August 29, 2011 im on no contact. its only been a week since ive heard from her or since ive talked to her and it stings a lot. she already told me that she doesnt miss me or want to be with me anymore and i just dont understand why i cant stop thinking about her. i honestly wish i could. im fine, life goes on, i am happy, and i know that im better off without her so why does my brain pick anything to think about her. I catch myself doing it and i tell myself to stop and then a couple of minutes later there i am again. i dont understand how she could just be fine. i tell myself im better off but there is still pain in my chest. after everything that i went through with her i shouldnt be feeling this way, it should be the other way around!!! i wish i could stop thinking about her the way that she stopped thinking about me all of a sudden. i wish i didnt miss her like she says she doesnt miss me!! im trying! i am! i just want to think about her like i think about all my exes. think about them and feel nothing at all, but i still cant. i still think about her and remember everything. I wish that would happen now! Link to comment
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