Deonsion Posted August 29, 2011 Share Posted August 29, 2011 Hi all. Haven't been posting, but I'm at a low right now. Might as well reach out for help... Alright so to begin with I'm a complete and utter computer geek. I build, tinker, break, repair, and everything in between computers. Techno nerd also. Computers and technology is a centerfold of my existence.. My niche is working with them, my very little shred of happiness is the satisfaction of getting something done and done right. Anyways. I'm not just this, but I also do outside activities-swim, bike, rollerblading, bowling, and parkour. I'm beginning my first year of college, and I've not had one relationship yet. I've had flings- One date; girl says she wants to date- sets the time and never shows. I've tried dating a few girls [HOPING for a girlfriend] but all they do is one date when they are feeling down to fling themselves to the point so they can ask out they guy they actually want. With the few times I've kept in contact with a girl after a date. Once I open up- at all, something happens. It is as if when someone gets close, I shut off. I pick at anything so they will hate my guts. Has happened to me 3 times this last year. I'm always told I open up real easily, but I have no idea that the very moment someone gets close to me caring about them- something happens. I can't get any girl to date me for a relationship, I can't open up to anyone, rejection is my hobby, and I am at a complete low right now... Can't even sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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