ella44224 Posted August 25, 2011 Share Posted August 25, 2011 I posted my break up story about a month ago and everyone advised me to give him space...We've been broken up about a month and a half now and there's been no contact for about 4 weeks. The first few weeks we were broken up I texted him a few times, he answered but was distant and wouldn't talk much about things. I've been miserable throughout everything (as I've posted here about a few time) The last two weeks have been almost unbearable and I've wanted to get back in touch with him so bad. I was planning to break no contact (against everyone's advice and my better judgment) for the past two days. I told my self Tuesday night I would text him then and that made me feel nervous but relived. But here's the weird part both tonight and last night I had the text all written out ready to go and when it came time to send it I couldn't do it....I was too scared, actually terrified. Why is that? All I want to do is talk to him, in fact I think about it all the time but suddenly when it comes down to doing it I can't out of fear. Is this a weird sign of healing? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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