heartbroken84 Posted August 18, 2011 Share Posted August 18, 2011 I feel odd. I want to sum this up as succintly as possible. It's been nearly 5 months since the break up (I'm still in denial, I still hate to believe it-I never imagined to end up here again). I didn't see the break up coming. I thought I had more time with him. Anyways, he with another woman, in a relationship, in love, happy. He has found a mate. I have yet to find anyone. I'm trying. I have been on dating sites for 5 months and have not found anybody worth pursuing. I just can't find anyone even the least bit similiar to him. He was my type. Didn't drink much, the type who like sharing time with their partner-chilling on the weekends etc. I am struggling...with it being over over over. At first I thought I could win him back. But now he has moved on. There is just no way anymore of reconcialition. Yet the fantasy lives on in my mind. That somehow we can be together again. The truth is HE left. He wanted to leave because I was not right for him. There's no way we can be together now....and no way. Since I have not found anyone like he has.....I yearn for him...and I miss what we had.... I am upset that he is just that person who can easily attract anyone and has a desirable personality, I mean who could say no to him. I am sure I see wedding bells for him and this new gal. I mean once you find someone you click with online, its hard to walk away from that. He will be around this one, unless she leaves him. In all his past relationships the girls have left him....I think I was the first he had dumped. I feel so lame. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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