feeling so nauseous

[jooj]

It's been 3 months since we broke up. I have been in so much pain because he never he gave me an explanation or any closure for why he left. He never even apologized. He just disappeared. I loved him so much, I was willing to do anything to make him happy. I initiated NC right after the break up hoping he would eventually come back to his senses and contact me but he never did. I deleted him from fb and deleted his number and everything. I never sent him any angry texts or emails expressing my feelings for the pain he had caused me because I was hoping he would come back to me one day and doing that would ruin any chances. Yesterday night I cried myself to sleep and remembered how much love I have for him.

Today everything changed. I have a final exam tomorrow and I was checking facebook for something. I accidentally ended up seeing his profile picture. The picture was of him next to a girl wearing a dress that shows half her breasts and that barely covers her underwear. I was so disgusted and hurt. I immediately told my friends and they were so disgusted by the picture too, they told me they saw it a few weeks back and were shocked but they didnt tell be about it so that I wouldnt be hurt.

He hurt me so much and broke my heart real bad and he never apologized or gave me any closure. I feel so nauseaous just thinking of that picture. I hope God punishes him for what he did.

I sent him a hurtful email telling him that God will punish him for what he did to me and that karma is a * * * * * . I finally expressed my anger to him and it got me the closure I needed. I feel so much better now. Now I can properly heal.

I hope this email of mine makes him feel like trash for what he did to me.

 

I can now heal properly and move on with my life. I just cant wait for the pain to go away so I can start over with my life.

[dolorosa]

I am so sorry, my ex also disappear, he stopped answering the phone, text or anything. It has been two months now, and I am not going to lie still hurts because I never got any closure but it does get better. the pain slowly fades. Hope you feel better soon x

[Meriem]

Awwww what a jerk! Nothing gets on my nerves more than someone who just disappears, don't worry those guys never change he'll most probably disappear on that girl too, I was with a disappearing guy I know how much it hurts and it sucks and also how much it's better to stay away from them cuz they'll never come around they'll just continue hurting while you might hurt right now it is soo worth it.. *hugs*

[LP90]

I never really got closure either. She "loved" me with all her heart and wanted to be together forever, etc. But decided she wants to move on for now, whatever that means. Never told me why or what happened. So i still dont undertand it all. The only thing you can and should do is accept it and move on. Stay NC and work on healing. Sooner or later another person who is just as great or even greater will come into your life and make you happy again.

[nsomnia912]

same here... no nothing.. no sorry...no care in the world... she was stringing me along.. hooking up another guy in the state she was planning to move to... so she is rebounding and setting up new crutch... i found out and broke up with her...less than 2 weeks she is in fb relationship with him. some people are jut like that... its the balance. there hs to be trash to offset al the good people... like us! so yes while im here sad because i got screwed after a 3 year investment with this soulless harlet she is off with capt fantastic, and are the new leading couple for a remake of its a wonderful life. I literally got nothing.. no info.. no sorry... no thanks for the time... no good luck... i got full blame for her cheating..

[sadandalone]

I am right there with all you also....he just up and disappeared without a trace....changed his number everything....and me getting full blame for him leaving......

[tresqua]

The guy broke up with you and went no contact, and he eventually met someone else. That's how it goes. You are so angry you want God to punish him. I think you need to work on yourself, and stop looking at his Facebook and telling everyone how mean he is and what he's doing to hurt you.

[listed]

I'm glad you feel better in the short term, but for your long term happiness it doesn't really matter how he feels, he doesn't matter any more, try and focus on the healing part.