Are we just good friends or is there something more ?!

[anonymous12]

We've known eachother for more than 10 years. We talk all night, feel comfortable in eachother's presence, know eachother's secrets, dreams, hopes and fears, but that's it. I know that I love him, and that I've loved him ever since we met, but not the mad, insane, can't breathe and can't function without you love, more like I want to grow old with you, live with you be there for you kind of love.

 

I've spoken to him about it a couple of years ago but he told me that we're just good friends, so I decided to walk away from whatever itmis that we had. I got engaged and still thought about him. Now that I'm single again and we're back to talking, I just feel like I'm back to square one. I feel like I'm stuck in an alternate paradoxical universe, where I enjoy whatever it is we have and at the same time am fearing it.

 

I guess this post is a combination of a rant and a query !

What do you guys think? Could it be that there is really something there but commitment issues and personality issues are getting in the way? Or are we just good friends and that's that ?!