i feel <removed>

[peaceOfmind78]

i still feel like a horrible person after apologizing too many times.

after receiving your email saying that you don't hate me and that we all make mistatkes sometimes.

and we can't change the past. and that you know how badly i feel...

that we can still be friends and that you've enjoyed our conversations we've had.

 

all i can do is cry right now.

i broke my heart. maybe i broke yours too.

 

i need to get past this.

i need to learn from it...but i just can't see the sunshine right now.

is there really light at the end of this tunnel?

 

i should try to forgive myself and move on.

learn from this learn from this learn from this

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[peaceOfmind78]

i dont know how else to describe how i'm feeling...i wish i can turn back the clock and do things over.

[ferna3069]

best thing you can do is forgive yourself we are all huma you know

[peaceOfmind78]

how do i forgive myself?