Dreaming...

[Wildflower88]

I am just frustrated yall' (Backstory) My ex and I broke up a year and a half ago.. we were togther for 6 years..I broke up with him but only because after 6 years he hadn't had a job, was stealing from walmart.. everything but he was my high school sweetheart so please imagine how hard it was to just walk away from someone you invested so much time into.. He started dating his friends wife like 3 weeks after I moved out and they have a baby together now and I have moved on and found someone else..and am expecting my own baby Sept 4th but I keep having dreams about him.. like I have dreams that I'm hanging out with him and his kid and I have my kid..and we are all friends which is NOT the case, we had a BAD break up and we now hate eachothers guts...

 

I keep just dreaming about hanging out and I am sooo tired of it... I just want to be free of him... I wish I could control my dreams.. I know that this is.. not really helpful to anyone else.. an not much anyone can say back to me but..I just had to vent!!!

[ferna3069]

go ahead and vent as much as you want we are all here to help. and about you dreaming about it. well it sounds like he was an important part of your life . with my first ex i was devistated for so long to. it took me a while to finally let go of her completely . it took me two years. so just stay possitive everything will get better

[LP90]

Dont know if this helps, but just trying to help. Read through the below link and try to understand and implement some of those things into your bedtime routine or even day and see what happens. Hope it helps!

 

 

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