So tired of this now

[Confused28645]

I don't think I can take much more of this, im so tired of thinking about him, tired of hoping he is going to come back. Im tired of pushing everyone away, im tired of trying to force my brain to accept that its over. Im tired of thinking about all the amazing times we had together, im tired of being unable to remember all the utterly crap times. Im tired of panicking over the knowledge I am never going to have the same with anyone else again. It isnt getting any better. If anything its getting worse.

[Pebble]

Looks like you're entering the "angry" phase after the end of your relationship. That's a good thing, no matter how aggravating. Getting tired of it all means you can now hopefully start to do something about it so you don't have to think, hope etc. You're on your way to recovery, I think! Good luck.

[apple89]

im on the same boat.. i have still ceasing * * * why i cant i just get him out if it was so easy to get me out of his mind.. i know it will get better eventually i just wish time will pass by fasterthat i way i just stop cearing.. the other day i started doing some crafts i been wanting to do in a very long time and i realized how having a hobby REALLY does help in not thinking about them.. specially something like crafts .. look into it it worked for me.. now i have to look for a hobby that i really wanna do