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Ending the painfull cycle...


bri427

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i recently got back with my ex fiance...and while at first it felt amazing now im kicking myself in the butt dreading it.

 

he already has made me cry numerous times in these first couple weeks....and honestly i blame noone but myself.

 

the games he plays, the lies he tells, the pian he causes...almost 3 years later and it dont seem like he's learned anything.

 

i reached the conclusion this morning...after fiding out he wwent to the movies with some girls sat AFTER he told me he was going to bed...that maybe my newfound strength needs to be put towards finally kicking him to the curb.

 

i use to think i needed him to understand what he does is wrong...but its not right for me to babysit him and make him grow up...thats not my job. sigh...i just told him its done. im shaking and crying AT school.

 

sometimes walking away is the only way to really heal.

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im sry for the way you feel, sometimes love can suck(i should know about this and almost everyone here can too) but its better to have love and lost than not have loved at all, i can easily say i had the best time with my ex she hands down was the best gf i ever had i will always miss her and want her, but just like you said sometimes there is no choice but just to go and not look back, and i know this can hurt or it may even not in you case, but if he is seeing other chicks behind your back then thats just wrong, my ex left me for her 9th grade ex, it sucked * * * * it really did, but its being about aalmost 2 months since this happened and iv being finding out her bf left her she lost her best friend cuz she now talks to me instead of her, and now she contacted my step bro to find out about me and her ex best friend, im kind of happy that this is going on i really dont wish her anything bad but * * * * her lol she left me now shes horrible...but anyways you should have the same attitude he did that to you so screw him, if you want him back later in the future then thats great if not thats probably even better, just believe in ur self and that you can do better if you want

 

did he leave you or did you leave him when you first broke up?

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Bri, I've always thought your posts were remarkably insightful and helpful. I hate seeing you being dragged through this with this guy. Believe me, I know what it's like to be attached to someone who is reckless with my feelings. I hope you do what you need to do so you're not messed with anymore. You deserve much better.

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thanks all

 

GotMyLifeBack- i appreciate that, means alot. i will work on standing up for myself more...which has improved immensely over this past year. i do not want to set myself back. and deff not with the same person...he either will learn...or continue his messed up behavior. no matter what...im still strong and an amazing person

 

Seeker- hehe thanks chica. glad i got u in my corner.

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