peaceOfmind78 Posted January 13, 2011 Share Posted January 13, 2011 and still not drunk. not even tipsy. my gosh. today, i saw him at work. we dais hi. hello. wave. ran each other in the hallway. twice. maybe even 3 times. i miss you. i miss yhim. i want to drink some more. i have two bottles of sake. unfiltered. and both are sweet. ireally prefer something like vodka or wine. aha! i think ther's rum or whiskey n the kitchen. HAHAHAHAH imma grab it and chug. naww...maybe just a shot or two. i freakin wanna get drunk tonight. i dont know why. ah, maybe i know why.... it's because i miss him. and im' lonely. you know what i did today? i ran 3 miles in 45 minutes. because im training for a half marathon. so im not self-destructive at all. no. not at all. i want to run away from everything. running a half marathon would make me feel like i've accomplished and finished something at least. i dont want to drink anymore but im really sad. i refuse to talk to any body b/c every one's got their own problems. god imiss him. i wishhe'd call text or send an email. ='[ im going to take a shot or wot Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Miss Firecracker Posted January 13, 2011 Share Posted January 13, 2011 I disagree. I believe you are drunk. I think when you read this tomorrow you may agree. Oh, well, happens to the best of us. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Callacova Posted January 13, 2011 Share Posted January 13, 2011 I walk three miles in 35 minutes, and run it in 20, how did you manage to run it in 45???? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
petite Posted January 13, 2011 Share Posted January 13, 2011 How about a nice nap? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pennyloafer2 Posted January 13, 2011 Share Posted January 13, 2011 You're gonna be okay darling, drink some water so you dont get dehydrated. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TidalWave Posted January 13, 2011 Share Posted January 13, 2011 If you're getting drunk, do it in style at least. Put on some romantic sad music (e.g. Send in the clowns - Ruthie Henshall), let your thoughts run into dark corners of your mind where you put all the sadness and drink. When the first tear appears in the corner of your eye, you know you're doing it right. Then just drink yourself to sleep Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
peaceOfmind78 Posted January 14, 2011 Author Share Posted January 14, 2011 well well i was starting to write a reply earlier but i mustve fallen asleep so the site booted me out. zin is in the house tonight. half a bottle with Send in the clowns in the background. backround. background. that seems right. yes, i've been crying. 3 miles in 45 minutes.. 1:1 intervals. run, then walk. i suppose if i trun the entire 3, then i'l fin in 20. cant wait to feel better. i thought i was. until yestrday and today. i wish i could go back to seattle right now. why seattle?!? beacause i feell in luv with the city Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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