Im Steph Posted June 7, 2010 Share Posted June 7, 2010 I'm 4 weeks after break up, my boyfriend of over 6 years broke up with me saying he wasn't in love with me anymore and he didn't feel he he believed in a future for us. I don't agree and told him but he doesn't want to talk about any more and says he is not considering getting back together. I hadn't contacted him at all for a week until I sent an email yesterday to say good luck on an exam he is taking tomorrow for an engineering license/certification. He said thanks, and how are you doing. I didn't write back right away, but he wrote back again this morning saying he had some documents of mine that he would mail me. I wrote back and asked if I should send him a few things of his that I have, and also told him a little bit about what I've been doing (applying for lots of jobs, seeing friends, running). And I said maybe we could talk later in the week after his exam and after he has some time to relax since he has the week off work. He did write back and said yes, later would be good and he is actually nervous about his exam tomorrow. I feel worse than I did even a few weeks ago now, I feel like I cannot survive without him. I don't want to do anything. I need to find a job, can't stay here at my parents' house forever, but I just don't think I can do it on my own. Anything I try to imagine just scares me, feel like I won't ever be able to be close to or talk to anyone else. Even just friends. I guess maybe I was doing a little better with NC, but it scares me so much not to talk to him. I never imagined being without him, thought he would always be there for me. This is just miserable. Sorry, meant despErate. can't seem to edit title. Link to comment
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