Ultimate Loser Posted June 6, 2010 Share Posted June 6, 2010 Hey guys and gals, I'm wondering if anyone here can give me any advice because I'm getting dangerously close to the end of my rope. As the title says I'm a 24 year old male virgin who has never even kissed a girl, hell I've never even held hands with a girl outside a situation that we were forced to (school etc). If their is one word to describe me, it is lonely. I had a * * * * ty school experience growing up which caused me to clam up and become very shy so I've never asked a girl out on a date or just to hang out. This was compounded by the fact that I never had a father, older sibling or even knowledgeable friends to guide me on how to act around girls. I've also never had that many friends so my social skills are terrible, not helped by my awkwardness and bad social anxiety. Parties? HA! Who would invite me to one? Doubt it will ever happen. I am really beginning to think that I have lost out on any chance to be normal and will be the lonely creepy guy forever, I mean what girl would want a guy my age who has ZERO experience whatsoever? Every day I'm surrounded by happy couples enjoying each others company and it almost kills me to see that, I actually feel a physical pain deep in my chest. I'm always wondering, why not me? All I want is someone to hold, someone to love, someone who gives a * * * * about me, but nope I guess that is too much to ask for, all I have is my dog, not even a single damn friend. I can't stand Mondays at work when everyone is talking about the fun things they did with their buddies/partner on the weekend. What do I have to talk about? Nothing, absolutely nothing. The only thing that is keeping me from killing myself is not knowing what will happen to my dog when I'm gone. If you made it this far to end of my rambling loser story I thank you! I really needed to vent and get some of this pain out, I have no one in the real world to talk to. If you have any advice at all for a loser like me please be as brutally honest as possible. Thank you again. Link to comment
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