hellohello1 Posted June 6, 2010 Share Posted June 6, 2010 so my bf and i dated for over 2 years..talked about how we were the one for each other, he used to write me poems, all of this stuff..i can be jealous and controlling and i think he just wants his freedom and to go out with his friends without having to text me all the time. he broke up with me 11 days ago. but when he did he said things like its a distinct possibility well get back together, maybe ill miss you and change my mind, im confused about what i want, i have doubts. he deleted our pics from facebook but then said he saved them to his computer inc ase he needed to add them again. anyway to cut the story short we talked a little the next day, didnt tlak for a few days..then after a few days i said i feel like im in limbo and i need to know whether u r willing to give this is a chance or move on..so the next day he called me and he said i think we need to move on..he said he loved me and he was going to miss me, i told him we cannot talk to each other or be friends. i said i wanna be with him and he knows i wanna be with him bad. its been very painful..very painful...i just want him bakc so bad. i still have not accepted that it is over. i dont know what it will take to make me accept it is over. we used to spend literally every day together. ever since, he has been adding all of these people on facebook and changing his statuses to things that prove that he can do what he wants and no one can tell him not to (something i used to do). like his statuses say things like "u know those really lame people who listen to music really loud in the car and dance? im one of thsoe people". just 3 weeks ago i complained when he was doing that in front of people. its pretty obvious he did this so he could prove that i cant tell him what to do. i think he is trying to prove a point that he can do what he wants. we had not spoken since tuesday. i texted him yesterday saying hey hows it going. i did not get a reply. then i (probably stupidly) texted him just half an hour ago saying hey, just want u to know ive been thinking about you, if you ever want to contact me feel free. and thats it. i do not plan on contacting him again after that if he doesnt contact me.. it hurts, especialyl because it was the weekend. we were supposed to go on a day trip tomorrow. its painful because im pretty sure he was out last night getting drunk with his stupid friends, and maybe he hooked up wtih somoene. i am pretty sure you guys are just going to tell me to stop looking at his facebook and/or delete him, and to focus on me. i understand but why does it have to be so hard? his facebook status a few hours ago is "going horseback riding" i wonder if there is a girl he met (he went out for coffee with a girl from class last week)..ive never even heard about him ever wanting to do this. it just doesnt make sense, i really feel he is trying to prove a point. i know everyone is going to say dont play games with him, but i think he is playing games with me. its so hard having someone in your life all day everyday and then all of a sudden not having them.. Link to comment
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