GenoGeno Posted June 4, 2010 Share Posted June 4, 2010 So as the time creeps closer and closer...I tack on more feelings to how I feel about it and more and more feelings just keep jumping on to make it one big clustereff! of feelings. I feel excited, nervous, dreading it, weird...I don't even know what feeling to follow. I don't really know how i can be excited but dread something at the same time...very odd I must say. Anyways this is something I can't back out of now unfortunately even if i wanted too. I've bought a ticket already (Concert Her and I are going too) she is coming down since she lives an hour and a half away. She was supposed to stay at my house this night too and still is....here's the catch she kind of invited a friend along......I suppose to fall back on if I "tried anything" so she wouldn't be left alone with me. She doesn't really trust me at all I suppose. I don't really know how this is going to turn out...I'm not going in expecting anything at all really...It's kind of weird the night of the concert marks exactly the 4th month of being broken up.....and 4 months since I've seen her. 4 months I've been copping with this pain....Just starting to not care now, even though I'd be lying if I said I didn't completely not care...Soo. I dunno, I'm weirded out by the whole situation and quite honestly instead of being excited each growing day closer to it...I get more dreadful. thinking it will be so awkward...what have I even gotten myself into. So, the best take on this? Advice? haha Link to comment
courtney06 Posted June 4, 2010 Share Posted June 4, 2010 I think what your feeling is completely normal. I like the idea of having no expectations, because in truth, you don't really know what to expect. Just be friendly, **don't mention the break-up or relationship unless she brings it up**. Just enjoy the concert with her and her friend. Link to comment
GenoGeno Posted June 4, 2010 Author Share Posted June 4, 2010 Yeah...I guess in a way I'm just kind of a little offended she felt she needed to bring a friend to shield me....when I wasn't even going to do anything in the first place. Link to comment
GenoGeno Posted June 4, 2010 Author Share Posted June 4, 2010 Can I get some input on what others kind of felt in this situation with meeting up with an ex for the first time in awhile. Did it go well for you? or did it not turn out very well? was it just awkward at first? Link to comment
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