Piper182 Posted June 2, 2010 Share Posted June 2, 2010 I have been wanting to kill myself for 13 years. i promised myself i wouldn't do it until i was 42, but even on anti-depressants and sleeping medicines, i still wish I could do it now. i have been on several different drugs but i dream too much. that's what plagues me. i dream of the past constantly. it's horrifying. I wake up screaming, crying, sweating; you name it, i've woken up with it. i've even woken up sweating and shivering. i apparently move a lot cuz my mattress is always about a foot from where it should be but in a sleep study i was completely still. i'm scared of my dreams and i just want to escape them. please help Link to comment
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